Poem: How do you know?

How do you know when to let go
Of everything you have always known
The things that made you smile
Of the people that made your life worthwhile

How do you know when to set yourself free
So that you can be all that you know you should be
To follow the dreams you long to chase
The ones that will take you to a brand new place

How do you know when the one you lone isn’t the one you need anymore
Is it time to walk out of the door
Or do you give it one shot
And give it all you’ve got

– Esjae x

Poem: Lyra’s Poem

I rewrote my poem ‘Little Angel’ for my Niece, Lyra and have now called it ‘Lyra’s Poem’.

Dear little angel in the sky
I can’t believe I’m here saying goodbye
I wish someone could tell us all why
You had to be taken so young
Especially when your life hadn’t even begun
I never got a chance to meet you
And you never got a chance to show us all you could do
You often come to the front of my mind
And I know these thoughts of you I’ll never leave behind
Because these thoughts of you will always stay
Just like today, tomorrow and yesterday
We never got a chance to hear your cried
Or see the laughter in your eyes
You will never have the chance to grow old
But we know your heart is made of gold
Because all you will ever know is love
Especially now that you’re an angel from above
We have all cried,
For you little angel, wishing that you hadn’t died
But now your with the other angels in the clouds
Lyra, know that you’ll always do us proud

– Esjae x

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Interview: David #2

Hello David last time we spoke to you you had just settled into playing for Maritimo how is it going…?
First of all hi and thanks for having me back and taking time to interview me but the answer to your question is was going really great I had been playing under 20’s football and a lot of b team games so I am glad to have had that experience this year.

You said it was can you explain how come you are back in England…?
I can’t really go into detail to much but I have been forced to come due to personal reasons.

So for now Portugal and Maritimo is on hold….?
At the moment yes I still have a 4 year contract and I plan to see it out but for now I am in England.

What do you have to say to the fans at Maritimo…?
I would just like to say thanks because they have been really supportive and what a lot of people don’t realise is I’m only 20 I’m still young and living in Portugal without hardly any family was a hard thing but something I managed to get past I have a lot of love for the fans and I will be back and when I return I shall return with a bang.

What do you plan to do in England while your over here…?
Basically I have to wait and see what is going to happen with the reason I came back but other than that I think I am just going to spend time with friends and family and keep training and working hard.

Now we know how you didn’t mention a girlfriend is there a special someone in your live…?
(smiles and turns head to management staff) ha erm I’ve gone all red but the answer to your question is yes

Can you expand on the answer …?
Unfortunately not all i can say is she’s beautiful and amazing.

Are you pair serious…?
As serious as you get ha.

There are recent rumours you are creating your own brand can you give us any information…?
#39 that’s you need to know for now

So when do you need to go back to Portugal …?
My plane leaves in July

Is there any chance you could be staying in England beyond July …?
I am never going to rule staying out it but my future belongs in Portugal and at Maritimo but for now I’m in England.

And finally is there anything you would like to say or get off your chest….?
Once again thanks to everyone who has supported me and understood the reason behind why I came back and believe me I will return.

Esjae x

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Poem: What Do You Do

Love happens when you least expect it to
But what do you do
When love deserts you
Leaving you all alone
Without a place for your heart to call home

We were once one
You used to be my personal sun
Brightening my everyday
Without questioning what I had to say

Now we are two
There’s me, then you
Walking separate paths
Traveling to journeys

Esjae x

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Poem: Little Angel

Dear little angel in the sky
These tears that fall from my eyes will one day dry
But these thoughts of you will always stay
Just like today, tomorrow, yesterday and everyday
You often come to the front of my mind
And I know that these thoughts of you I’ll never leave behind
 

I never got a chance to meet you

And you never got a chance to show us everything you could do
Be please be assured we’ll always be proud
Of you little angel playing above the clouds

Esjae x

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