Poem: Too Good To Be True

When everything goes wrong
You’re always the outsider
The one no one believes
Maybe I should have realised
The friendship we had was,
Too good to be true

When they all come running
I’ll always remember
When I became the outsider
The time I should have realised
The friendship we had was,
Too good to be true.

Now I know
Never forgotten
The outsider I will always be
I have realised
The friendship we had was
Too good to be true

 

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Time To Come Clean

The situations getting old
People are talking, things are being told
I know I should have walked away
But it was my heart that strayed
Played games with my mind
It was only his love that I could find
You’d decided to head on home
But it was to another I’d decided to roam
One more dance
Captivated by his glance
I know I’ve got to come clean
Especially as so many have seen
Him and me
This situation isn’t right
I can’t take it, I don’t want to fight
But I guess then that’s just fate
When love turns to hate

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: This Should Be The End

Save me from falling
I don’t want my heart to be calling,
After you
Remember the times you cried
Accusing me of things, saying I had lied
But it wasn’t me, was it
This should be the end of us shouldn’t it?
Cursing my name
But it’s you with the unfaithful fame
Don’t be throwing accusations
Especially when we’ve had too many confrontations
I’m ready to leave
Because I just can’t believe
That you have strayed
While my heart has stayed
Don’t take me for a mug
As on our love I have pulled the plug

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Just A Quick Update

Things are going so well at the moment. This blog has gone past the 2000 views mark which is an amazing achieve considering it’s not been up for very long.

I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who has downloaded my poetry ebook ‘Words From A Teenage Mind’ either the first release or the signed edition.

Thank you to everyone who has given me any type of feedback, I really appreciate it!

-Esjae

Poem: Them And Me

Tell me what you think of me
I know the truth must be bad
Especially now, after all that was said
You say to me that you’ll never forget
But when you’re with them it’s already forgotten
You tell me, honestly
But you tell them truthfully
It could have stayed like this
But I broke the pattern
I knew I couldn’t compete
With these, I’ll remember our honest memory
You remember your truthful memory
At least with us it wasn’t just one way

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: The Truth

You want things to be right
We talk all night
But deep inside
I know we can’t hide
The truth that we want to deny
Like two pieces of a puzzle that just won’t fit
No matter how hard we try
We just can’t lie
It always ends the same way
What we think is right
They know is wrong
We can’t hide the fact we want to deny

What do you think?

– Esjae x

Youtube: Free Poetry Ebook – Words From A Teenage Mind By Esjae

Hi youtube – Firstly I want to say thank you to everyone who has
taken the time to look at one of my poetry videos – I appreciate it!

Basically I have my poetry ebook – Words From a Teenage Mind – out now for free
download if you follow this link:

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HTYFUHE7

If you download it please tell me what you think either here or on my poetry blog:

http://esjaeofficial.blogspot.com/

I also now have a facebook page that you can go and ‘like’

https://www.facebook.com/theesjaeofficial

There you can see my poetry presented with pictures

My twitter has changed to @staceyhubbard93

 

 

-Esjae x

Poem: The Silent Suffering

A tear running down your face
You explain your pain
Day after day you’ve suffered
Every hour you’ve never said a word
Your voice unheard
Now you have the confidence
That you once lost
Separated from the world you once belonged to
All you need is a sense of security

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: The Step I Have To Take

How many chances before you call it a day?
How many lies have I got to hear before I get my say?
I’m hearing so much nonsense
Boy don’t you have a conscience
Can’t you see what you’re doing to me?
A romantic gesture, on bended knee
That isn’t going to help you now
I can’t even scream about that other cow
You’ve reduced me to petty name calling
I wish I’d known when you had me falling
That I wouldn’t be your only
The last to call when you got lonely
I won’t be running back
I refuse to let the tears leave tracks
I’m turning my back on you
And everything you say you will do
Your words mean nothing
I’m just going to concentrate on living
This is the step I have to take
Even if it means my heart will break

 

 

What do you think?

-Esjae x