Poem: Christmas Time

Christmas trees
Falling Leaves
Holly and mistletoe
Children playing in the snow

Family and friends
Making amends
Celebrating the festive season
Exchanging gifts with meaning and reason

 

What do you think?

– Esjae x

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Poem: What We Are

Teenagers, prejudice
Louts and layabouts
Hoodys, scum
Times have changed
Communities rearranged
Knives carried for pride
Cars taken for a joy ride
You only see the bad
All the things that make us mad
You want us to change
But we can’t
It’s how you make us today
We need opportunities
Some sense of responsibilities
We are the youth of today
But we can’t repay to the communities
You’ve taken everything away
Then leave us with the blame

Give us a break,
You get me?

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: What I Need

So many things that I want
Top of the list is a knight and his steed
Second is true love
Followed by an angel sent from above
True love and protection
What I need is your affection
But there are some things that I’m dreaming about, if only
You were the one to hold me when I’m lonely
Then I wouldn’t have to be dreaming anymore

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: We’re Becoming To Be

I know I’m not perfect
But I do my best to get as close as I can
You say I don’t need to change
I see the doubt of you own words in your eyes
Our relationship used to be fine
I knew one hundred percent you were mine
But lately people made me question how we feel
And if our love is real
To them we can’t be
Anything more than average
But I thought we were perfect
And nothing less
It was only you I wanted to impress
People started talking
Then my mind started walking
Going round and round
Thinking about
All the little things you said
The looks you give the other girls
The distance you’re putting between you and me
Maybe it’s just me
Or what they’re saying we’re becoming to be

Tell me they’re wrong
And it’s in my heart you belong
Say things will always be perfect
Between you and me
Say there’s no need to question it
Because our hearts are a perfect fit
It all I want to hear from your lips
A comfortable silence
A little reassurance from you
Once in a while

What do you think?

– Esjae x

Poem: I’m Living My Truth Without Your Lies

You think you know it all
You think you know me
But if I tell you the truth you would stop and stall
If you open your eyes then maybe you would see
That I’m not longer going to
Play your games
Pretend that to me you’re being true
When really you have 101 different love flames
You maybe ‘Mr Perfect’
But really you’re ‘Mr Disrespect’

You haven’t got the right to say to me
Who I should be
When you have me confused with ‘Miss Last Night’
It’s too late for you to protest, to put up a fight
You lost that right
When you didn’t pick up last night
I told you from the beginning
You thought you were winning, when all you were doing was sinning

No one will and has ever made a fool out of me
From now I’m living my truth without your lies
I’m walking out, and I won’t be coming back, you’ll see
There won’t be anymore tears from these eyes

I’m stronger now that I’ve woken up to see who you really are
You just another Mr Want It All with a sports car
I’m no longer going to be ‘Miss Day Time’
While you sneak off to see ‘Miss Night Time’
You my think you know everything
But in reality you know nothing

What do you think?

– Esjae x

Poem: We Will Always Have Yesterday But Never Tomorrow

I wait for the night time
To see you star in the night sky
And when it’s time for sunrise
I have to say yet another goodbye
At least I can stand here by your grave side
To talk about the memories we made
And the lives that you have saved
I can look back to yesterday
And I can be angry that you weren’t able to stay
But I’m reminded of the future you have given all of us
Even though you won’t be returning on that army bus

You have done so much for so many
So many that won’t even know your name
So many who will live their lives just the same
But for me I’ll be living, holding on to our,
Private dreams and past memories
Staring at your treasured star
Taken from me fighting our countries enemies

We will always have yesterday
But we will never have tomorrow
I’ll be thankful for everyday
Even though I’m filled with this sorrow

 

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Ebook: The Big Idea

Right, I had an idea for a brand new ebook – a little inspirational ebook!

I want everyone to tweet me their dreams –what do you want to achieve? What do you hope the future brings? What do you want to be doing 10 years from now?

Whatever your dream is – Please tweet me @staceyhubbard93 and let me know what it is use the hash tag #thebigdream – Once I feel I have sufficient entries to create an ebook I will compile it together and put it out for everyone to download for free!

You can e-mail me with them to me too. Just send your e-mail to esjae-official@hotmail.co.uk with ‘The Big Dream’ in the subject line.

But in order for this to work I need all of you to retweet, e-mail, post on facebook this message so it gets out to as many people as possible.

 

Thank you – Let’s see if we can get this idea to work?

-Esjae x

Poem: Until You Make It

I might not be who you want me to be
But I’m telling you now
I’ll be making it back somehow
I’ve been making the headlines
But only because life has no streets signs
To point me in the right direction
I have no angel to offer me protection
So I have to carve my own pathway
Ready for when it’s my day
Don’t be forgetting it
Or you’ll be regretting it
The day you make your name
Is the day when your life won’t be the same
So take your time
And treasure every dime
Don’t use it
Or you’ll abuse it
The faith that you have will never fade
Until the day that your made

 

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Unfaithful Lies And Crazy Accusations

We’ll be sat at the dinner table
Trying to hold a conversation
But the foundations of this love are unstable
Unfaithful lies and crazy accusations are the foundations
Won’t be long until the first plate smashes to the floor
And I’m heading to the door
The tears on your face can’t bring me back
Can’t change it, no that’s a fact
So many times we’ve tried to have this talk
But I’ve had enough and I’m going to walk

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Unfaithful Lies And Crazy Accusations

We’ll be sat at the dinner table
Trying to hold a conversation
But the foundations of this love are unstable
Unfaithful lies and crazy accusations are the foundations
Won’t be long until the first plate smashes to the floor
And I’m heading to the door
The tears on your face can’t bring me back
Can’t change it, no that’s a fact
So many times we’ve tried to have this talk
But I’ve had enough and I’m going to walk

What do you think?

-Esjae x